sometimes i wonder if my parent's heart break when they look at me. my oldest brother left, he librated, he married a nice girl that my parents don't like because of some past incident related to her parents back in vietnam wtih my family. my brother converted to christianity, while my parents are buddhist. so how am i the one who breaks their heart, i look a lot like my brother, infact when i was born the doctor said i looked just like him. exactly. and as i grow older, i'm starting to act more like him, sometimes when i am interacting with my parents i would respond or do something like my brother. only after these actions are taken i realized what i did and feel bad. but i think now my parents are trying to tie me down, fix what they couldn't with my oldest brother. and that scares me.
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